Poems New and Old eBook

John Freeman (Georgian poet)
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 177 pages of information about Poems New and Old.

Poems New and Old eBook

John Freeman (Georgian poet)
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 177 pages of information about Poems New and Old.

At home in the seeming world;
  Then slowly came
Through years and years to myself
  And was no more the same.

I know now an ill thing was done
  To a young child
By the world’s wary knife
  Maimed and defiled.

I can recall the day
  Almost without anger or pain,
When childhood did not die
  But was slain.

XII

ALL THAT I WAS I AM

Hateful it seems now, yet was I not happy? 
Starved of the things I loved, I did not know
I loved them, and was happy lacking them. 
If bitterness comes now (and that is hell)
It is when I forget that I was happy,
Accusing Fate, that sits and nods and laughs,
Because I was not born a bird or tree. 
Let accusation sleep, lest God’s own finger
Point angry from the cloud in which He hides. 
Who may regret what was, since it has made
Himself himself?  All that I was I am,
And the old childish joy now lives in me
At sight of a green field or a green tree.

THE SHOCK

Thinking of these, of beautiful brief things,
Of things that are of sense and spirit made,
  Of meadow flowers, dense hedges and dark bushes
  With roses trailing over nests of thrushes;

Of dews so pure and bright and flush’d and cool,
And like the flowers as brief as beautiful;
  Thinking of the tall grass and daisies tall
  And whispered music of the waving bents;

Of these that like a simple child I love
Since they are life and life is flowers and grass;
  Thinking of trees, and water at their feet
  Answering the trees with murmur childlike sweet;

Thinking of those high thoughts that passed like the wind
Yet left their brightness lying on the mind,
  As the white blossoms the raw airs shake down
  That lie awhile yet lovely on the chill grass;

Thinking of the dark, where all these end like cloud,
And the stars watch like Knights to Honour vowed,
  Of those too lovely colours of the East,
  And the too tender loveliness of grey: 

Thinking of all, I was as one that stands
’Neath the bewildering shock of breaking seas;
  Mortal-immortal things had lost their power,
  I knew no more than sweetness in the flower;

No more than colour in the changing light,
No more than order in the stars of night;
  A breathing tree was but gaunt wood and leaves;
  All these had lost their old power over me.

I had forgotten that ever such things were: 
Immortal-mortal, I had been but blind ... 
  O the wild sweetness of the renewing sense
  That swept me and drove all but sweetness hence!

...  As beautiful as brief—­ah! lovelier,
Being but mortal.  Yet I had great fear—­
  That I should die ere these sweet things were dead,
  Or live on knowing the wild sweetness fled.

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