composed, patient, and hopeful.  Two weeks after election he wrote thus to Mr. Judd, a member of the Legislature and Chairman of the Republican State Central Committee:  “I have the pleasure to inform you that I am convalescing and hoping these lines may find you in the same improving state of health.  Doubtless you have suspected for some time that I entertain a personal wish for a term in the United States Senate; and had the suspicion taken the shape of the direct charge I think I could not have truthfully denied it.  But let the past as nothing be.  For the future my view is that the fight must go on.  The returns here are not yet complete, but it is believed that Dougherty’s vote will be slightly greater than Miller’s majority over Fondey.  We have some 120,000 clear Republican votes.  That pile is worth keeping together.  It will elect a State ticket two years hence.”

  [Sidenote] Lincoln to Judd, Nov. 15, 1858.

“In that day I shall fight in the ranks, but shall be in no one’s way for any of the places.  I am especially for Trumbull’s reelection; and, by the way, this brings me to the principal object of this letter.  Can you not take your draft of an apportionment bill and carefully revise it till it shall be strictly and obviously just in all particulars, and then by an early and persistent effort get enough of the enemies’ men to enable you to pass it?  I believe if you and Peck make a job of it, begin early and work earnestly and quietly, you can succeed in it.  Unless something be done, Trumbull is inevitably beaten two years hence.  Take this into serious consideration.”

  [Sidenote] Ibid., Nov. 16, 1858.

On the following day he received from Mr. Judd a letter informing him that the funds subscribed for the State Central Committee did not suffice to pay all the election bills, and asking his help to raise additional contributions.  To this appeal Lincoln replied:  “Yours of the 15th is just received.  I wrote you the same day.  As to the pecuniary matter, I am willing to pay according to my ability, but I am the poorest hand living to get others to pay.  I have been on expenses so long without earning anything that I am absolutely without money now for even household purposes.  Still, if you can put in $250 for me towards discharging the debt of the committee, I will allow it when you and I settle the private matter between us.  This, with what I have already paid, and with an outstanding note of mine, will exceed my subscription of $500.  This, too, is exclusive of my ordinary expenses during the campaign, all which being added to my loss of time and business, bears pretty heavily upon one no better off in world’s goods than I; but as I had the post of honor, it is not for me to be over-nice.  You are feeling badly—­’And this too shall pass away.’  Never fear.”

  [Sidenote] Lincoln to Dr. Henry, Nov. 19, 1858.  MS.