Sacred and Profane Love eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 234 pages of information about Sacred and Profane Love.

Sacred and Profane Love eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 234 pages of information about Sacred and Profane Love.

But I was not going to shut the door.

‘Have you got a servant here?’ I asked him.

‘She comes in the mornings,’ he replied.

‘Then there is no one in your flat?’

‘Not a shoul,’ said Diaz.  ’Needn’t be ‘fraid.’

I’m not afraid,’ I said.  ‘But I wanted to know.  Which floor is it?’

‘Third.  I’ll light a match.’

Then I pushed to the door, whose automatic latch clicked.  We were fast in the courtyard.

Diaz dropped his matches in attempting to strike one.  The metal box bounced on the tiles.  I bent down and groped with both hands till I found it.  And presently we began painfully to ascend the staircase, Diaz holding his umbrella and the rail, and I striking matches from time to time.  We were on the second landing when I heard the bell ring again, and the banging of the front-door, and then voices at the foot of the staircase.  I trembled lest we should be over-taken, and I would have hurried Diaz on, but he would not be hurried.  Happily, as we were halfway between the second and third story, the man and the girl whose voices I heard stopped at the second.  I caught sight of them momentarily through the banisters.  The man was striking matches as I had been. ‘C’est ici,’ the girl whispered.  She was dressed in blue with a very large hat.  She put a key in the door when they had stopped, and then our matches went out simultaneously.  The door shut, and Diaz and I were alone on the staircase again.  I struck another match; we struggled on.

When I had taken his key from Diaz’ helpless hand, and opened his door and guided him within, and closed the door definitely upon the outer world, I breathed a great sigh.  Every turn of the stair had been a station of the cross for me.  We were now in utter darkness.  The classical effluvium of inebriety mingled with the classical odour of the furnished lodging.  But I cared not.  I had at last successfully hidden his shame.  No one could witness it now but me.  So I was glad.

Neither of us said anything as, still with the aid of matches, I penetrated into the flat.  Silently I peered about until I perceived a pair of candles, which I lighted.  Diaz, with his hat on his head and his umbrella clasped tightly in his hand, fell into a chair.  We glanced at each other.

‘You had better go to bed,’ I suggested.  ’Take your hat off.  You will feel better without it.’

He did not move, and I approached him and gently took his hat.  I then touched the umbrella.

‘No, no, no!’ he cried suddenly; ’I’m always losing this umbrella, and I won’t let it out of my sight.’

‘As you wish,’ I replied coldly.

I was standing by him when he got up with a surprising lurch and put a hand on my shoulder.  He evidently meant to kiss me.  I kept him at arm’s length, feeling a sort of icy anger.

‘Go to bed,’ I repeated fiercely.  ‘It is the only place for you.’

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