The Romance of Zion Chapel [3d ed.] eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 168 pages of information about The Romance of Zion Chapel [3d ed.].

The Romance of Zion Chapel [3d ed.] eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 168 pages of information about The Romance of Zion Chapel [3d ed.].

But did they speak no word, look no look all these hours, of all their hearts cried out to say?  Was Jenny there all the time?  Nearly.  Still there was a moment granted them, which, added to the two moments previously recorded, made a total perhaps of four minutes, which life so far generously allowed them to be alone together in.  Yet such is love’s miraculous velocity that it had said all it needed to say, given all, in those four minutes.  All it had to say to-night was just two Christian names, said so solemnly, so tenderly, so honestly.  Just “Isabel,” just “Theophil,” and a long quiet clasp of hand and eyes.  It was enough.  It is written.

CHAPTER XVIII

ONE DAY OUT OF ALL THE YEARS

It was not enough!

If you would safely renounce a joy, you had best enjoy something of it first.  Renunciation must have something to live on.  You can “take up the whole of love and utter it,” and then “say adieu for ever,” but not before.

I have asked mercy for Jenny, though it was perhaps hardly necessary, for the world always pities Jenny.  Now I would ask it for Isabel and Theophil, who are thus quietly to sacrifice the greatest thing in their lives, the one reality for which they have come into existence, for Jenny’s sake.  Great is their love for each other, but even greater and stranger must be their involuntary love for an invisible goodness, an ideal of ineffable pity.  They are going to die that Jenny may live.

Strange, this gentle heroism of human creatures one for the other.  Would it be unfair to ask that each should support the anguish of his own destiny, and that when Jenny’s turn has come she should take her lightning?  Hers, had she known it, was the cup of anguish here; for Theophil and Isabel had been decreed the cup of joy.  But will they drink it?  No, they will change the cups; perhaps the bitter cup will grow sweet near the dregs, being drunk together.

Yet this love of theirs, this perilous chance for Jenny, was none of their making.  Their joy had been given to them by unseen hands.  It is fairly theirs.  Next time, perhaps, it will be their turn to suffer.  It is Jenny’s now...

But no! the good heart of humanity will defeat the cruel ruling of the gods.  Let the lightning come upon them—­not little Jenny.

Yet for this, Jenny, you will not grudge them their piteous reward.  Yours are all the years, Jenny.  You will spare them one day out of all the years.  Think, Jenny, of the hours and hours and hours you and Theophil have spent in careless happiness, and they—­one almost laughs to think of it—­have just so far been granted four minutes.  For four minutes out of infinite time life has privileged them to be alone together.

It will be far safer too.  Otherwise you know not with what fearful flame love will fill the chasms under ground, circling and seething in the fiery darkness.  Theophil loves you, but some day your home will suddenly be rent from cope to base, unless his poor heart may speak, yea, babble itself, just once in Isabel’s ears.

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