CHAPTER

I Children

II Adolescents

III Anne and Jerrold

IV Robert

V Eliot and Anne

VI Queenie

VII Adeline

VIII Anne and Colin

IX Jerrold

X Eliot

XI Interim

XII Colin, Jerrold, and Anne

XIII Anne and Jerrold

XIV Maisie

XV Anne, Jerrold, and Maisie

XVI Anne, Maisie, and Jerrold

XVII Jerrold, Maisie, Anne, Eliot

XVIII Jerrold and Anne

XIX Anne and Eliot

XX Jerrold, Maisie, and Anne

ANNE SEVERN AND THE FIELDINGS

I

CHILDREN

i

Anne Severn had come again to the Fieldings.  This time it was because her mother was dead.

She hadn’t been in the house five minutes before she asked “Where’s Jerrold?”

“Fancy,” they said, “her remembering.”

And Jerrold had put his head in at the door and gone out again when he saw her there in her black frock; and somehow she had known he was afraid to come in because her mother was dead.

Her father had brought her to Wyck-on-the-Hill that morning, the day after the funeral.  He would leave her there when he went back to India.

She was walking now down the lawn between the two tall men.  They were taking her to the pond at the bottom where the goldfish were.  It was Jerrold’s father who held her hand and talked to her.  He had a nice brown face marked with a lot of little fine, smiling strokes, and his eyes were quick and kind.

“You remember the goldfish, Anne?”

“I remember everything.”

She had been such a little girl before, and they said she had forgotten.

But she remembered so well that she always thought of Mr. Fielding as Jerrold’s father.  She remembered the pond and the goldfish.  Jerrold held her tight so that she shouldn’t tumble in.  She remembered the big grey and yellow house with its nine ball-topped gables; and the lawn, shut in by clipped yew hedges, then spreading downwards, like a fan, from the last green terrace where the two enormous peacocks stood, carved out of the yew.

Where it lay flat and still under the green wall she saw the tennis court.  Jerrold was there, knocking balls over the net to please little Colin.  She could see him fling back his head and laugh as Colin ran stumbling, waving his racquet before him like a stiff flag.  She heard Colin squeal with excitement as the balls flew out of his reach.

Her father was talking about her.  His voice was sharp and anxious.

“I don’t know how she’ll get on with your boys.” (He always talked about Anne as if she wasn’t there.) “Ten’s an awkward age.  She’s too old for Colin and too young for Eliot and Jerrold.”