Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 4 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 384 pages of information about Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 4.

Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 4 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 384 pages of information about Clarissa Harlowe; or the history of a young lady — Volume 4.

[He then repeats those declarations, to the same effect with the account
   she gives of them.]

I began, says he, with an intention to keep my life of honour in view, in the declaration I made her; but, as it has been said of a certain orator in the House of Commons, who more than once, in a long speech, convinced himself as he went along, and concluded against the side he set out intending to favour, so I in earnest pressed without reserve for matrimony in the progress of my harangue, which state I little thought of urging upon her with so much strength and explicitness.

[He then values himself upon the delay that his proposal of taking and
   furnishing a house must occasion.

He wavers in his resolutions whether to act honourable or not by a merit
   so exalted.

He values himself upon his own delicacy, in expressing his indignation
   against her friends, for supposing what he pretends his heart rises
   against them for presuming to suppose.]

But have I not reason, says he, to be angry with her for not praising me for this my delicacy, when she is so ready to call me to account for the least failure in punctilio?—­However, I believe I can excuse her too, upon this generous consideration, [for generous I am sure it is, because it is against myself,] that her mind being the essence of delicacy, the least want of it shocks her; while the meeting with what is so very extraordinary to me, is too familiar to her to obtain her notice, as an extraordinary.

[He glories in the story of the house, and of the young widow possessor
   of it, Mrs. Fretchville he calls her; and leaves it doubtful to Mr.
   Belford, whether it be a real or a fictitious story.

He mentions his different proposals in relation to the ceremony, which he
   so earnestly pressed for; and owns his artful intention in avoiding to
   name the day.]

And now, says he, I hope soon to have an opportunity to begin my operations; since all is halcyon and security.

It is impossible to describe the dear creature’s sweet and silent confusion, when I touched upon the matrimonial topics.

She may doubt.  She may fear.  The wise in all important cases will doubt, and will fear, till they are sure.  But her apparent willingness to think well of a spirit so inventive, and so machinating, is a happy prognostic for me.  O these reasoning ladies!—­How I love these reasoning ladies!—­’Tis all over with them, when once love has crept into their hearts:  for then will they employ all their reasoning powers to excuse rather than to blame the conduct of the doubted lover, let appearances against him be ever so strong.

Mowbray, Belton, and Tourville, long to see my angel, and will be there.  She has refused me; but must be present notwithstanding.  So generous a spirit as mine is cannot enjoy its happiness without communication.  If I raise not your envy and admiration both at once, but half-joy will be the joy of having such a charming fly entangled in my web.  She therefore must comply.  And thou must come.  And then will show thee the pride and glory of the Harlowe family, my implacable enemies; and thou shalt join with me in my triumph over them all.

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