I ran the risk and if I was set free I would still
do the same. I would be failing in my duty if
I do not do so. I have felt it this morning that
I would have failed in my duty if I did not say all
what I said here just now. I wanted to avoid
violence. Non-violence is the first article of
my faith. It is the last article of my faith.
But I had to make my choice. I had either to
submit to a system which I considered has done an irreparable
harm to my country or incur the risk of the mad fury
of my people bursting forth when they understood the
truth from my lips. I know that my people have
sometimes gone mad. I am deeply sorry for it;
and I am, therefore, here to submit not to a light
penalty but to the highest penalty. I do not
ask for mercy. I do not plead any extenuating
act. I am here, therefore, to invite and submit
to the highest penalty that can be inflicted upon
me for what in law is a deliberate crime and what
appears to me to be the highest duty of a citizen.
The only course open to you, Mr. Judge, is, as I am
just going to say in my statement, either to resign
your post or inflict on me the severest penalty if
you believe that the system and law you are assisting
to administer are good for the people. I do not
expect that kind of conversion. But by the time
I have finished with my statement you will, perhaps,
have a glimpse of what is raging within my breast
to run this maddest risk which a sane man can run.
I owe it perhaps to the Indian public and to the public
in England to placate which this prosecution is mainly
taken up that I should explain why from a staunch
loyalist and co-operator I have become an uncompromising
disaffectionist and non-co-operator. To the Court
too I should say why I plead guilty to the charge
of promoting disaffection towards the Government established
by law in India. My public life began in 1893
in South Africa in troubled weather. My first
contact with British authority in that country was
not of a happy character. I discovered that as
a man and as an Indian I had no rights. On the
contrary I discovered that I had no rights as a man
because I was an Indian.
But I was not baffled. I thought that this treatment
of Indians was an excrescence upon a system that was
intrinsically and mainly good. I gave the Government
my voluntary and hearty co-operation, criticising it
fully where I felt it was faulty but never wishing
its destruction.
Consequently when the existence of the Empire was
threatened in 1899 by the Boer challenge, I offered
my services to it, raised a volunteer ambulance corps
and served at several actions that took place for the
relief of Ladysmith. Similarly in 1906 at the
time of the Zulu revolt I raised a stretcher-bearer
party and served till the end of the ‘rebellion’.
On both these occasions I received medals and was even
mentioned in despatches. For my work in South