my dissembling a tone in my voice more kind than ordinary, my cousin burst into tears, and complained that I was altered.  We are both great readers in different directions.  While I am hanging over (for the thousandth time) some passage in old Burton, or one of his strange contemporaries, she is abstracted in some modern tale, or adventure, whereof our common reading-table is daily fed with assiduously fresh supplies.  Narrative teazes me.  I have little concern in the progress of events.  She must have a story—­well, ill, or indifferently told—­so there be life stirring in it, and plenty of good or evil accidents.  The fluctuations of fortune in fiction—­and almost in real life—­have ceased to interest, or operate but dully upon me.  Out-of-the-way humours and opinions—­heads with some diverting twist in them—­the oddities of authorship please me most.  My cousin has a native disrelish of any thing that sounds odd or bizarre.  Nothing goes down with her, that is quaint, irregular, or out of the road of common sympathy.  She “holds Nature more clever.”  I can pardon her blindness to the beautiful obliquities of the Religio Medici; but she must apologise to me for certain disrespectful insinuations, which she has been pleased to throw out latterly, touching the intellectuals of a dear favourite of mine, of the last century but one—­the thrice noble, chaste, and virtuous,—­but again somewhat fantastical, and original-brain’d, generous Margaret Newcastle.

It has been the lot of my cousin, oftener perhaps than I could have wished, to have had for her associates and mine, free-thinkers—­leaders, and disciples, of novel philosophies and systems; but she neither wrangles with, nor accepts, their opinions.  That which was good and venerable to her, when a child, retains its authority over her mind still.  She never juggles or plays tricks with her understanding.

We are both of us inclined to be a little too positive; and I have observed the result of our disputes to be almost uniformly this—­that in matters of fact, dates, and circumstances, it turns out, that I was in the right, and my cousin in the wrong.  But where we have differed upon moral points; upon something proper to be done, or let alone; whatever heat of opposition, or steadiness of conviction, I set out with, I am sure always, in the long run, to be brought over to her way of thinking.

I must touch upon the foibles of my kinswoman with a gentle hand, for Bridget does not like to be told of her faults.  She hath an awkward trick (to say no worse of it) of reading in company:  at which times she will answer yes or no to a question, without fully understanding its purport—­which is provoking, and derogatory in the highest degree to the dignity of the putter of the said question.  Her presence of mind is equal to the most pressing trials of life, but will sometimes desert her upon trifling occasions.  When the purpose requires it, and is a thing of moment, she can speak to it greatly; but in matters which are not stuff of the conscience, she hath been known sometimes to let slip a word less seasonably.