These wise measures taken, I got into my bed and fell
asleep. A light was burning in my room.
This was an old habit, of very early date, and which
nothing could have tempted me to dispense with.
Thus fortified I might take my rest in peace.
But dreams come through stone walls, light up dark
rooms, or darken light ones, and their persons make
their exits and their entrances as they please, and
laugh at locksmiths.
I had a dream that night that was the beginning of
a very strange agony.
I cannot call it a nightmare, for I was quite conscious
of being asleep.
But I was equally conscious of being in my room, and
lying in bed, precisely as I actually was. I
saw, or fancied I saw, the room and its furniture
just as I had seen it last, except that it was very
dark, and I saw something moving round the foot of
the bed, which at first I could not accurately distinguish.
But I soon saw that it was a sooty-black animal that
resembled a monstrous cat. It appeared to me
about four or five feet long for it measured fully
the length of the hearthrug as it passed over it;
and it continued to-ing and fro-ing with the lithe,
sinister restlessness of a beast in a cage. I
could not cry out, although as you may suppose, I
was terrified. Its pace was growing faster, and
the room rapidly darker and darker, and at length so
dark that I could no longer see anything of it but
its eyes. I felt it spring lightly on the bed.
The two broad eyes approached my face, and suddenly
I felt a stinging pain as if two large needles darted,
an inch or two apart, deep into my breast. I
waked with a scream. The room was lighted by
the candle that burnt there all through the night,
and I saw a female figure standing at the foot of
the bed, a little at the right side. It was in
a dark loose dress, and its hair was down and covered
its shoulders. A block of stone could not have
been more still. There was not the slightest
stir of respiration. As I stared at it, the figure
appeared to have changed its place, and was now nearer
the door; then, close to it, the door opened, and
it passed out.
I was now relieved, and able to breathe and move.
My first thought was that Carmilla had been playing
me a trick, and that I had forgotten to secure my
door. I hastened to it, and found it locked as
usual on the inside. I was afraid to open it—I
was horrified. I sprang into my bed and covered
my head up in the bedclothes, and lay there more dead
than alive till morning.
Descending
It would be vain my attempting to tell you the horror
with which, even now, I recall the occurrence of that
night. It was no such transitory terror as a
dream leaves behind it. It seemed to deepen by
time, and communicated itself to the room and the
very furniture that had encompassed the apparition.
I could not bear next day to be alone for a moment.
I should have told papa, but for two opposite reasons.
At one time I thought he would laugh at my story,
and I could not bear its being treated as a jest; and
at another I thought he might fancy that I had been
attacked by the mysterious complaint which had invaded
our neighborhood. I had myself no misgiving of
the kind, and as he had been rather an invalid for
some time, I was afraid of alarming him.
